Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Recap and Re-wind

heylozzzzzz!!! yes, its a different start from my usual ..."Oh i know i am Being too Lazy ...and yes i promise to be more regular" etc etc. So coming back to my heylozzz ......well I basically have a very different (weird -if you may want to call it) way of saying this word for which my frens from IMT use to laugh and mimic me(behind my back off-course)

Now coming back to whats happening in life ....so well  my notice period is over and i have severed my last day in my Old organization (i still have a ajeeb feeling when i call it my previous /old/ X organization). So have joined a new office hence life's quite on a upheaval with a new job, new house (Yeah me and hubby are a proud home owners ), new people etc. All my previous jobs were through campus placements so i always had some i knew in office.....someone i could talk too....go for Coffey breaks...lunch breaks hence i never had this strange feeling of being alone and know having anyone known.....but in this new office its a bit different....for the initial some days i feel pretty lonely and Office-sick (yeah like homesick) but now things moving on track much because i have some work to vent my energies in and think about more constructive things to do!!!!!!!

Finally me and hubby have started to take evening walks .....TOGETHER( for the first time in-last 4 years) now the question is "kitne din tak chalega"  knowing him and knowing me zayad din tak nahi

Ma papa were recently in US to be with my sister so got a lot of time to chat with my laddu...few excerpts of our conversation

Conversation 1 (starts with Normal chit chat)

Me: Laddu everyone is so scared of you....you nana nani mausa and masi too
Laddu: (giving het most coy smile) Oh really are you all hypnotized y my cuteness

Conversation 2 (This also starts with normal chit chat and suddenly out of blue she says-:
Laddu : Masi you know what
Masi: What betoo
Laddu: I want to travel back in time
Masi: ( a bit surprised and trying tio suppress her laugh) and do what
Laddu: In her usual (super) serious tone Go back to the time i was born !!!!
Masi now cannot control her BEEEG laugh !!!!!

Its actually funny watching a 7 year old talk like a nani and being pretty vocal and straight about how she feels. I remember once my sister told me an incident when laddu was around 3-4 yrs old and was watching h some old video tapes on laptop. Suddenly she started crying ...baffled my sister asked her what the matter was and she pointed towards the video and said "mamma how could yooooooooou.....hooooooooow could you leave me alone and go for a holiday" puzzled my sister watches the video and realizes that those videos were long before laddu was born!!!!!
When my sister told me this i just could not stop laughing!!
So basically my laddu is my stress buster....whenever there is anything troubling me talking to her can distract me from any problem or anything that goes inside my head. She makes me feel young and old at the same time.....young because i talk to her about the things she likes and wants to talk about ....play with. And looking at her makes me feel sooo old.....because i was the youngest in my family till the time she was born .....and with a blink of eye something changes inside me ...so yes she is without any doubt "The apple of my eye". I will at-least from now chronicle all such incidents with my laddu so that when she grows up and i grow old i can still read them and have a good laugh .....With this shall bid adieu!! without any promise of coming back soon ;)



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