I haven’t been
writing for the longest time, so much has happened in these months that It
will be extremely difficult and impossible for me to recap it all in a go.
I have a new person in my life who means the world to me. I don’t
know if ever it will be possible for me to put down in words what I feel for
this new person. Being an overly emotional person I have always felt very
strongly for people dear to me, but this person supersedes all the depth of
emotions I have ever felt. She came to my life right from the day I came to
know I was expecting and since then she is all that (mostly) occupies my mind
and life.
After having her I have realized the emotions my mother has
for me and why sometimes she behaves the way she does J ( its moms love after all)
She is 5 going on 6 months and has already made hubby and me
dance to her tunes. Hubby has predicted that she is going to be one pampered
(we hope not spoiled) grandchild from both, maternal and paternal sides ‘cause
she is the only grandchild both sides have in India so all the love that they
have for the other grand children is also going to be lutaofyed on her.
I am due to resume office completely in some days and then I
will have lesser time to spend with her, but I hope that I get enough time to
capture her childhood in my blog .
As on these 5 months, she is her dads daughter, she use to
get hyper active when hubby use to be back from office and at mid nite I could
not sleep because my daughter was all up and kicking, now also she is usually
up till the time hubby is back, even when she was 1 mo she use to get up
listing to her dads voice much to my dismayWhen I was at moms place and hubby saw her after almost a
month she gave him her most pretty smile, it’s a smile she reserves for her dad
(only)
She is mostly an ok baby and like most babies her needs are
simple dudu, pupu pipi and nennu on time, if she gets attention on all these on
time she is ok else she makes sure to scare me with her incessant crying.
Yeah, when you have a baby the baby language becomes norm of
the day and you start talking in most ridiculous way just so as to please your
lil one.
Right now she is in a phase when she likes to roll-over but
does not know how to roll back, she ha discovered the pleasure of shouting and
has this phase from 8-9 when she squeals and screams her lungs out much to my
horror and delights of neighbors.
Having her also has made me less judgmental (I hope) on other mothers raising up their children
because one important thing I have conculded is that every child is different
so is every mother ,and not agreeing on their way to bring up children does not
mean I am right or they are wrong
Nevertheless that’s all for now.
